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| Hmm. guess what is saturday and its the last day and the last time for me to play for trinity. Against a school called PEGS. hmm. i lost to this guy.haha. hes really strong and i could hardly do anything. but the others aren't that good anywayz. jus becos of 1 player. we actually lost. sigh. good competition though. really haf fun today... hope to see more guys like him to play with. hahaha anywayz. good play today =) went out shopping around melbourne today after my badminton gay. got presents and stuffs to bring back. espcially for those demanding ppl. hahaha wad i meant by demanding is those ppl who DEMANDS a lot ... damn ><. oh well. im too kind-hearted to spend both my time and money to go searching for those stufff xD. Hmm. sadly. im lookin at money jumping out of my wallet everytime i got smth. kinda scary spending on stuff here. but its smth u cant get it back home. so i myself get it.. and probably get some peeps to share so it wont be dat bad >=p... hahahaha. well den i started packing and it seems dat i packed everything already. felt so pleased.. nxt i haf to bring all those junks to my new homestay =D. which is wif the otaku lover. who supplied suffiecient ammount of anime for me. which i dun really spend most of my time on it. hmm, it seems dat his com broke down too and hes kinda moody and emotional over it .ha-ha.. =p. gonna do more shopping wif him tomoro... sounds gay but who cares.. hahaha.... aih... emotions are smth not to be dealt with ..... shouldnt go touching it.. haha. oh well XD | | |
| haha. crappy title. lemme see i had beeen extremely having crazy moood swings.. hahaha a while im damn hyper a while im damn moody hmm. right now im a bit hyper and wish time pass fast? haha. kinda good though. no moood to study commerce.. dun even feel like touching or reading it. but still i still need to noe some pathetic issues for tomoro's exam. aih aih -.- morning exam. haf to wake up earlier sigh sigh. sigh sigh sigh sihg.. continues -----> sighing ---> dot dot dot ..hahahaha. few more dayssss till i go home :D.. wait.. be4 dat i wanna ply badminton xD! i really enjoying playing badminton here. really gaining more and more new experience playing wif different players this time... woot! hey u guys! those back in malaysia... i wanna play wif u guys T.T.. and to those guys in MSAC. haha thanks! really enjoyed time wif u guys and i hope to continue as long as im here. Hmmm.. aaaaa.. nothing to say. i had beeen exceptionally hyper today. must haf ate the wrong stuff.. but who cares. =D | | |
| Hmm today is the start of my exam and my 1st paper is Meteorology and Climatology. Nothing much to be studied. Just have to read through though. Sigh right now i have no idea what to do. wanted to sleeep longer but i couldnt sleep anymore. Instead i ended up thinking of her the whole time.haha. So i woke up . bathe and played dota and probably gonna buy food to eat soon. today's weather is kinda cloudy. i think its gonna rain and its gonna be cold again . hmm melbourne -_-.. let me see... im craving for badminton. i wanna play... aih. i wish i could play everyday. makes me feel better at least. rather den slacking at home haha. Hmm. i wanna be positive looking person again. wanna be so badly. wwell jus a week though . no harm =). 1 week and nightmare can be all over ? haha. i seriously dun see any good comin here. but .. there must be smth goood probably. jus that i dun realise and i dont noe. looks like i dun haf to realise it. got to stay tough. nothing much happens lately.jus the same emotional mood dat i had been gaining. Too much happened this year. biggest change of all. only 1 thing i see things good this year. i finally got into a relationship wif someone i wanted to be wif so much. haha. good stuff. mmhmm. but started of a long distance 1... had been hearing its a tough way to go thru. but i think it should be bonding a stronger relationship this way. started off tough but should be normal 1nce im used to it. she seems to get used to it. what a tough person she is =). i wish this relationship wil have no ending to it =). hmm life is full off weird stuff i must say. i mus seriously say. i jus step out from the Comfort zone i used to live. stepped way out from the comfort zone. time to make the space dat i stepped out a comfort zone too and expand my comfort zone. well den, i haf nth much to say haha. the world is too big to be seeen. there are more to it den this. this probably jus the beginning of my new life. time to gif myself a new goal in my life. Improve my badminton skillz =)! Get involve in the community here. scoring good marks for school. get over old and uncompleted stuff. maintaining and improving my relationship ..which is far most important of all.. hehe. i jus haf to do it. start a new fresh year next year. Something to look forward to.. finally yeah. had a foggy later part of the year already. i think i can see the sun =p... lolz. emo kid emo talk.. HAHA . i think dats enough .. | | |
| So i finally got sick and is forced to knocked out completely on my bed. im still having so much difficulty living like this. so... 1 more weeek. and so ...Zzzzzz.. | | |
| Hmm. im still having pathetic feelings eventhough i am about to go back. 1 week wont die right. but i am actually dying-_-. im sick of living alone. sigh. so heavy ><. zzzz.... only motivation i could gif myself.."im going back soon" ... sigh. | | |
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